Hi people. i know my blog had been dead for a while. Ok, I admit, I have not been posting to. This is my first post in the month, OPPS?

Life is unfair, Friends makes it more 'FAIRER'.
Well, they don't, they eat into your fresh and get a meal out of it, handy isn't it?
When trust is bond between us, and now I'm shaken, not me, but the trust.
Oh Well, I'm unlikable afterall, it can't be blamed, I'm just not good enough for you, I'm never good, EVER.

A stab just flew in, in the deepest core, at least, its early, after 2 years and its early.
I'm a, 'He don't know right or wrong, and he is right behind you', yes, a pain in the ass.
Hrm, come to think of it, HE/SHE's right, I'm that person who doesn't know the difference between right and wrong.

Word to 'FRIEND(S)' :
Well, you are right, I'm unlikable, unsociable and a pain in the ass.
I don't mind, but do you believe?
I have never said a single word about you that is bad, to anyone, in fact, I stand up for you.
It's OK, anyway its my principle not to insult my friends with gossips and back stabs.
I don't know for you, do what you like, gossip about me with other people.
Claiming I'm not good, I cannot differentiate good and bad, I'm just a loser, I'm an extra, I'm not even suppose to be with you people, I'm disgracing you by even standing with you.
FINE! I know I'm not perfect, well, neither are you, its not like you ever think of how people feel when you say things, when you do things, and even when you talk about me.
Anyway, good luck with whatever you plan to do next, I won't mind.
And lastly, since I'm no good, I better stay away from you, just in case I'm accused to be a 'disgrace' or 'pain in an ass' to you.
Well, its over, I think it is.

Ok, done with what I have to say.
I'm just no good.